Summer Rains.

I feel...so fat. THis week i have eaten so much food it's ridiculous. I don't think I"ve had a moment when I was actually hungrey. I just ate. and ate....and ate....and ATE. Hopefully this week I 'll get back on track and maybe lose a couple pounds..or more than a couple.It won't be that hard though because the FIRST XC PRACTICE IS TOMORROW. I'm excited :) Even though Malgie and Maggie aren't gonna be there, it'll be loads of fun.
Tomorrow I'm finally getting my hair cut! I've needed to for a REALLY long time. Like it's disgusting. And I was thinking about getting highlights, but I don't know for sure..opinions? On Wednesday it is gonna be sad because jacob is leaving for college :( I know it doesn't seem like it, but I'm really gonna miss him. We got really close this year and I feel like I can trust him with anything. Plus I'm gonna miss him driving me around everywhere ;)Now I'm gonna be the oldest at home then. Weird.

Birthday Countdown: 1 month!


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Almost There.

Alrighty so Carrie, this post is for you since you got on to me for not bloggin in  like.....a year. The truth is that I just haven't had the time at all. School and sports completely just took over my life, which is normally I guess for someone in high school. But, now we only have a couple more DAYS left! I am so freakin' pumped for summer, and not just because my BIRTHDAY is in the summer ;) I'm just ready to be done with school and the stress it brings for a while and get me a nicee dark tan.This is gonna be a good summer, I can just feel it in my very bonessssssssss.

So, right after school ends, cross country starts! I've missed it so much, especially the fun I had with all my wonderful friends. I'm ready for lazy runs, sweaty hugs, dreadful ab workouts, and swimming in the Yadkin. I guess I'm excited to run too...ehhh...mmmm...maybe not so much. I only sorta like it because it keeps me in shape. Sorta. And plus, Lauren and Maryssa are running this year which will just add to the awesomeness of it all. :)

After one week of XC legitness, I'm leaving for two weeks for church camps that I am also super duper wuper excited about. But, it means that I won't see Haley for like 3 weeks because of her Africa trip. All those Ethiopian kids are stealing her away from me....I'll have go down there and give them a piece of my mind....
By the time I get back there will only be....10 DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY. MY 16TH DAY OF BIRTH. I don't think you guys can quite grasp how ultimately excited I am for this birthday. I will finally be able to date and freakin' get my licence. You think I might be more excited about the dating part, but actually I'm not. Boys have cooties. I just want my licence so I can drive myself around and not have to ask people to chauffeur me everywhere. Gah, I AM SO EXCITED.

Well, my family is about to play Monopoly (which never turns out very well) and they're yelling at me to come in there so I'm going to end this post. I hope every single one of you has a fantabulous last week of school :D



Birthday Countdown: 37 days.

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Bittersweet Symphony.

Hey guys. I haven't posted in a long time, and I realized today I kinda missed it. So, I decided to post one today. .

This week is going to be a hard week. I can already tell. I've barely been able to get through the weekend. The loss of Mr.Beiter has hit hard on me and my brother. Yeah, I haven't known the man for very long, but I loved all the times I got to spend with him during Cross country. He always pushed me to be and do better, and he got along with everyone so well. When I first started cross country I wanted to quit because it was so hard for me at first, but I didn't because Beiter and my brother convinced me not to, that I could do it. I am going to miss that wonderful man so much, and I hope Jesus and God are giving him the best right now, because that's what he deserves. And I hope God will help the rest of us down here, especially Mrs.Beiter, to deal with this awful loss.
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Long Time No See

Man I really need a job..I see all this stuff I want to buy all the time, mainly shoes, but I can never get them because I NEVER HAVE ANY MONEY. It's so depressing. But I don't have any time to get a job until soccer season is over in about two months. So I guess I'll just have to stick it out...

Soccer is going pretty great by the way. I don't start in games,but I get to play and that's all I really care about. The team us pretty dang awesome too, we all get along really well together, so it should be a good season. Plus, I get to see Brooke almost every day, which always makes me happy :)

Other than soccer, I don't really have that much going on in my boring life. I can't waiit till summer though, it's going to be epicly amazing; especially since I get my liscense in Augst :D





I hope everyone has a fantabulous week. :)


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That's So Legit.

So I haven't posted in a while and I'm sorry about that.Truly I am. It's just that I've had ALOT of stuff going on lately.This new semester takes up a lot of my time and I barely get time to get on the computer. 

Butttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt, moving on I love all of my classes. Well, at least the people in them. IN my first period I only have 3 sophomores other than me, and luckily one of those 3 is the wonderful Jennifer West. I'm pretty sure I would die in there without her there to lighten up my mood up. For my second period, I absolutely Love with a capital L, almost everyone in there. For the first time since middle school I have a class with Bailey, and then I got even luckier and Haley, Leah, AND Jennifer West. Sadly I sit across the room from Bailey, Haley, and Leah, and once again Jennifer is near me to save my brain. Then sadly, I have Algebra 2, And I have some people I like in there but some of them I just want to punch in the face. And on top of that I don't even like math at all. Then  for fourth period I have the wonderful class of Theater. And ohhhh mannn, do I love that class. Even though we have to write a RESEARCH PAPER. What kind of crap is that. Who's ever heard of a research paper  in theater?! I certainly haven't .

Oh, and just to let everyone know, I made Musical Theater 2012, and Madrigals/Vocal Ensemble! :DDDDD I'm SUPER DUPER excited. AHHHHHHHHH.

 

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Brain Dead.

So I was looking at the blog I just posted and it sounded really depressing, and I really hate sounding depressing. Sooooooooooo, I decided to write a happy post today.

Today my family, our neighbors, and Shelby went skiing/snowboarding at Sugar Mountain and it was sooooo much fun! Just to let you guys know I am an advanced skier, so that means I got sent to a separate room to get my skis, and then getting question by workers who were surprised that I was advanced. Anyways we got out on the slopes after it took me 20 minutes to put my skis on and it was snowing so they didn't have the blower things going, which was nice. We went down the slopes a lot and I got to enjoy watching Jacob and Shelby wipe out numerous times, while I didn't even fall once. HA. We even went to the very top of the mountain, and it wasn't even that bad. At four we left and stopped at the double decker Wendy's and then the rest of the way home we found out Jacob is kind of a girl. Apparently that runs in the family. All in all it was a terrific day. :D

To end this I would just like to say that Shelby Holland is a wonderful, amazing, fantastic person, who is my inspiration for...everything. And not Jacob.

That's gonna hurt in the morning.





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Just Tired.

Hey guys. I'm in a low mood. I think part of it was the weather today. It was all gloomy and such. And my day seemed to mimic this weather. I was supposed to hang out with Malgie today but she felt sick, so she had to go to the doctor and we couldn't hang out which was depressing because Malgie always seems to brighten my day. Instead of laying around the house, I decided to go run some errands with my mom, and she said she would take me to the mall to get this amazing hat I've been wanting for awhile.So, we head off and I got to drive and I like driving normally because it gives me a sense of freedom, but I did some stupid things while I was driving and my mom changed her tone with me and all of a sudden I didn't want to drive anymore. To make this wonderful day even more wonderful, I got to the mall to get this amazing hat and find the hat not in the store anymore; this store had replaced it with spring things. I think the people were confused at what month it was.

As you can see, I've had one fantastic day.

I know I've already done a lot of complaining, but since I'm on here, I might as well get it out, and maybe you guys can help me.

I have been having this friend problem. I've been friends with this girl for awhile and I love her to death, but she's been making me upset lately. We were supposed to hang out about a week ago, but she blew me off and I'm pretty sure it was because she wanted to hang out with her boyfriend. Don't get me wrong, I'm really glad she has a boyfriend and all, nut if he starts to completely take over her life then I'm going to start questioning things. And this isn't the first time she has fell short. Over the summer I asked her to sleepover and she told me she couldn't so I just left it alone. The next morning I found out that she had gone to another friend's house and slept there. I try to confront her about it, but she convinces me that it's not her fault and I just don't know what to believe. I'm so tired of it.

Sorry I wrote so much, I just had to get everything off my chest.

 

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